破例一个周末没上网，周一上班的时候QQ像往常那样繁忙起来，最多的是夏薇发来的信息：

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　风花雪月明：on？

　　大约不下十余个信息，分布于周六周日以及周一早晨三天，把我吓了一大跳，此小女子遭遇何等重大事情，为何一直发信息给我，为什么又不打电话或发短信呢，搞不懂！

　　回过去信息：

　　寂寞高手：I am sorry but this weekend I have no chance to be on the internet

　　风花雪月明：i quarrel with him everyday now.

　　我愣住了，我不知道如何描述此刻的心情了，有一点高兴，甚至幸灾乐祸？如果夏薇和赵武闹别扭我岂不是又多了一些机会，如果，怎么会有这么多如果！

　　寂寞高手：why you quarrel with him ，maybe there is some reason mostly.

　　风花雪月明：he seldom calls me. and i think he does not care about me enough.

　　风花雪月明：besides， he is lazy

　　寂寞高手：i am not mean to blame you for i think you hadn't do something wrong

　　寂寞高手：impatient

　　寂寞高手：there is a long way you to undergo ，so you will think it comprehensively

　　寂寞高手：for i think you are a girl what should be take care but not to look after someothers

　　风花雪月明：I know

　　风花雪月明：besides， my family doesn't like him. they all think he is too lazy and not considerate for me enough

　　我不知道是不是应该高兴，我明白的一个事实就是我在找很多的方式来忘却我跟夏薇的所有，可是我的内心里仍然有那种强烈的冲动来跟夏薇交往，来认识她，去照顾她。

　　寂寞高手：for me ，i will expect you be happy and beauty for ever.

　　寂寞高手：no matter what had happened

　　寂寞高手：i am a little doubt that why you are this way for your bf

　　风花雪月明：but i often get angry when i stay with him.but it is not easy to say goodbye to him.

　　风花雪月明：he has been my boyfriend for 1.5 year

　　寂寞高手：what's the most reason between you

　　寂寞高手：had you think about it yet

　　寂寞高手：t is a very important decision for you to make ，i know your heart ，i wouldn't advise you to do sth ，but you just do it that you think it's right

　　风花雪月明：he has a wish to live a better life，but never takes actions.he often says he will do everything for me，but when i go to his home ， i never see him do anything to help his mum or me unlessed asked.

　　风花雪月明：i do housework in his house because i cannot bear that he just sitting there to enjoy himself but never help his mother.but i do help my mum do housework when i stay at home. so i cannot bear this. i will do it， even in his home but every time， when i say he should help his family he just stay still ，do nothing

　　寂寞高手：i am a idea of you that i think you have a little disadvantage is that your world is so small that you have been submerged in this world since i recognized you

　　风花雪月明：the first time i went to his home and i help his mum wash the vegetables in the cold water， in winter. and he just watched me .did nothing. but before that he had promised to do the housework for me.

　　风花雪月明：the world？

　　风花雪月明：u mean the world between he and i ？

　　寂寞高手：i don't know how to use this word ，in chinese is格局

　　风花雪月明：he seldom does work. he is a teacher and earns very little.

　　寂寞高手：because you lived in this place you haved awared that

　　风花雪月明：为什么这样说

　　寂寞高手：你其实很可爱，很南方女孩，但是你对自己的人生的格局设置得太小，所以你掉到这个局里面去了，然后看不见周围的东西，也再也钻不出来。

　　她很久不说话，也不下线，我们就这么沉默着，面对她我第一次这么蓦然，不知道该说些什么是好！